aye aye aye

its 2008! fuck.

so its a new year (again), and im right back where i was many times, many years, before. im fighting the same demons, feeling the same butterflies...who's said that love can end? id certainly like to meet them because i think they were full of shit.

you see him, you dont. you see him, you dont. you're up, you're down, you're all around. its really a goddamn rollercoaster. i guess its kind of fun - in a dark, sick way. and many of us have been here before. we know it, remember it, can taste the feelings we felt the first, second, third time....yet we go there once again. we embroil ourselves in it. we're like hot pink pigs in a mud pit, rolling around in it and getting all dirty.

austin

so ive been in austin tx for about a month now working with the aa. one of my first nights here, i asked the concierge if she could recommend a good place to eat - told her i was from out of town, and wanted something "austin." she recommended bennigans.

needless to say, i chuckled to myself. but then i thought, damn i'm spoiled.

deep thoughts.

wtf?

i watched the vmas for approximately 4 minutes tonite. apparently some fucker has kidnapped my girl and replaced her with a much suckier version that bears only slight resemblance.

exhibit B:



britney, if you can hear me... we love you, come back to us. call me, i can help.

once a month

so i was leaving a cleaning party, on my way home. about .5 miles from the house, i hit a deer.

there were three grazing to the side of the road on my right, but i couldnt see them, as there was a curve in the road id yet to pass. as i did, i saw them and they saw me and scattered...much like deer in headlights do...

two continued right, but one doubled back just as i was about to pass - i slammed the break, but maybe only slowed from 40 to 15 before impact. it kind of bounced off, then its knee buckled and it fell kind of in a weird religious pose and slid back from the car for about 20 ft or so. then it got right back up and kind of ran away....

total weirdness.

ps. there was one time i ran over a cat on the highway.

im back

so ive been on a little self imposed hiatus; thats over now. much has happened since we've last been together: paris is in jail, linsday's in rehab, ive seen lots of people from my past here and across the pond, and paris is still in jail. yes.

my litttle vaca was good, i was able to look at my life from the outside....something that i think is quite rejuvenating.

huzzah!!

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coincidence, i think not

"It may seem like only yesterday but 25 years ago on April 24, 1982, Sire Records honcho Seymour Stein released a single called "EVERYBODY" on Warner Bros. Records by an unknown singer from Rochester, Michigan by the name of Madonna Louise Veronica Ciccone. To say the world would never be the same is an understatement. The song went on to become a huge dancefloor hit and was heard all over the radio in the Summer of 1982. That little girl from Michigan would go on to become one of the most famous entertainers and cultural icons in history - selling close to 200 million records and remaining a star of enormous magnitude and influence for the next 25 years. She's just getting started. Long Live the Queen and Happy Anniversary to Madonna."


there is something special about april 24.

hypochondriacal

on the todays show this morning, drew barrymore taught me a new word.

hypochondriacal.

in other news, more music coming soon. and a video.

go forth and try to use my new word.

its fun.